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Sunday, March 26th, 2006
9:21 pm - FAYYYY
feliepe lives with me now... i havent seen him since yesterday because he went home / and is working. my leg is shaking like a crack fiend. i miss him. lol i am PATHETIC. and im not guna see him till tomoro because hes working from 12-9 am.. and no one cares and i dont know why i do so much. ewwwww i suckkkkkkkkkkkkk. im mushy and sentimental. and i just wana cuddle and kiss. i feel like i cant even sleep without him. i have fallen for a boy with a small penis. god help me.

current mood: anxious

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Thursday, March 9th, 2006
3:03 pm
the hours are wizzing by even knowing that im safe at work doesnt make anything feel better anymore. im nervous. im scared. i dont know whats going to happen and i dont like it. i just want everything to turn out okay. i know it will..my brain hurts. theres so much to know and memorize and i keep failing at school. oi. i dont know. i have a huge pimple developing on my forehead. i feel like shit. i want help.

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Monday, March 6th, 2006
6:47 pm
hellweek has begun. today is day one. the worst is yet to come. im feeling good and positive. i miss my friends tho...spring break sooo soooooooooooonnnn

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Wednesday, February 22nd, 2006
2:19 pm
yay for suitemate love <333333!

i totally broke down yesterday, but i feel stronger. all i have to do is one confrontation and i'll be great. but ultimately i want to win the lottery.

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Monday, February 20th, 2006
5:39 pm
kates on the way to pick me up from school. her and pookie are lost and i feel bad and helpless so im making an lj blog. felipe does not have a big dick. :( hes been sleeping in the same bed with me for 4 or 5 nights/days with me now. its guna be lonely without him this weekend. at least he'll be with his g/f. i think actually hes going skiing. i wonder if the only kind of skiing i'll ever do is coke. god damn lower middle class. oh well.. i dont know if i like him. hes cool and everything. hmm. im indifferent im just glad hes here. i dont want to develop feelings for someone else boyfriend anyway. its guna feel good to take a break and go home. im just sad cari is guna be in the suite all alone. she'll probably do alot of masturbating i bet. do the hustle. blehhhh...i hope kates not still lost. i feel guilty.

thats from friday ^

today. i feel like shit.. so much drama here. people like to know my business and pass judgement on me. i dont even know if its all worth it. :(

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Wednesday, February 15th, 2006
2:07 am - so u can call me bizzy lizzy
monday i pulled an over nighter across the hall and made out with greer. that was awkawrd. very awkward. i ended up teaching him how to spoon too. oh well. doubt i'll do that again, but at least now i know i can have it if i want it.

the jew matty crazy legs feldner called me a few times lately crying because hes sorry for the way hes treated me. i dont know why but i still want him and like him. he doesnt know that tho. and thats all that matters. one second hes ignoring the next leaving me depressing voicemails and crying and wanting me back. i think? i d k. it just feels good to finally hear him beg.

pulled another all night tuesday night and made out with felipe. good times. pookie got mad at me because he thought we were fucking in front of him. hes aggressive its cool. i have a huge hickey on my neck. bleh. i look like a trashy skank. so i cant let matt crawl back any time soon. feliepe has a girlfriend. her name is liz too! cool right?! that was sarcasim. oh well. hes like a hookup buddy i guess. hes cute so whatever and hes spanish so he prob has a big dick. you can only tell so much thru dry humping. and hes a scorpio! YAY! lol another scorpio with a girlfriend to hookup with. cough felix cough. at least i have some boys . it helps. so i had a strnge valentines day that consisted of being a home wrecking whore and a good long nap.

okay they just all ran in my room....feliepe pookie and andre..time to pretend im not talking shit muahahahhahahahahah

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Tuesday, February 7th, 2006
2:24 am - i hate jews and sororities and life right now :(
it wasnt the best but it was the best.
and i want to go back to when i was full.

current mood: discontent

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Thursday, February 2nd, 2006
3:43 pm - brutally honest survery
Birthdate:1-12-87 capricorn baby
How many true relationships have you had?:true? uhh...if you mean faithful ones. not many :(
Have you ever been in love?:yes..love sucks dick
What's your idea of a perfect date?:dinner, movie, walking in a park, flowers.
Where's your favorite place to be kissed?:lips or neck
How many sexual partners have you had?:honestly...4
How many people have you kissed?:about 30 i think
Do you like to make the first move?:no im a pussy
Are you a snuggler?:yesss
Do you kiss on the first date?:yeah if hes cute . or i'm drunk :)
Where is the best place you've ever hooked up?:my dorm room...i love the independence
Do you consider yourself to be romantic?:yeah..a hopeless one
Are you an angel or a devil in the sack?:im guna go with devil
Would you ever pay someone for sex?:nah
Would you ever let someone pay YOU for sex?:desperate times call for desperate messures lmao
Do you keep your eyes open when you kiss?:no thats weird
What was your most embarrassing sexual moment?:hahaha oldfaithful- or that time in front of fatty and daine..hehe whoops
Have your parents ever caught you in a compromising position?:yes. many times.
Have you ever performed a striptease?:not that i can remember
How about a lapdance?:yeah
Have you ever received a lapdance?:yeah
Do you like sexual contact?:yeah
Are you straight, gay or bi?:straight but i dont think theres anything wrong with getting drunk and accidentally hooking up with girls..
Have you ever made out with a member of the opposite sex?:yeah
Are you a giver or a taker?:taker:)
What do you look for in a girlfriend/boyfriend?:big dick..good sense of humor..hot..stability..trust..beer drinker...raunchiness
Do you think you've met the person you'll spend the rest of your life with?:no
Do you know who your bridesmaids and groomsmen would be?: yeah
Have you ever regretted a hook-up?:yeahhhh
Have you ever cheated on a significant other?:uhm....not offically. its not my fault he was a lightweight and passed out drunk :) lol
Have you ever hooked-up with someone already in a relationship?:yeah
Have you ever cried over a member of the opposite sex?:too many times
Have you ever had your heart broken?:YES
Have you ever had a pregnancy scare?:YES
Would you date or marry someone if your parents didn't accept them?:uhmm maybe
How about if your friends didn't accept them?:maybe
What's the worst relationship you ever had?:jeff brown
Have you ever done anything sexual while on the road?:no
Would you kiss someone if you didn't love them?:psh duh
Who told you all about sex?: no one....kaitlyn i think?
Are you always horny?:id say 70 not horny 30 horny..i give up on sex
Are you a flirt?:not too much..a little
Are you a tease?:no
Do you prefer to chase or BE chased?:be chased
Do you prefer morning or evening hook-ups?:evening
Have you ever pulled an all-nighter with a member of the opposite sex, and woke up in each others arms?:yeah
How old were you at the age of your first kiss?:7th grade
How old were you when you lost your virginity?:15 god damn that seems so young
Do you sometimes wish you could change that?:nah because it was with someone i loved...but i wish i was older
Do you enjoy being in a relationship?:yeah
Are you currently in one?:no! >:(
Have anyone ever fallen in love with you?:yeah, pussies.
Have you ever said "I Love You" and not meant it?:yeah : x
Are you "noisy" when you get heated?:heated? horny? or angry? i guess im loud.
What is your kissing pet peeve?:ppl that either dont open their mouths...or shove their tongues down your throat when you go for a peck on the lips
Do you think you're a good kisser?:yeah ive had practice lmao


current mood: gassy

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Sunday, December 11th, 2005
9:45 am - omfg

hot boy with a mohawk made out with me and spooned and cuddled with me all night. soooo special. matty is his name. gotta love those matts. oi. he left so early. work at 10 am. he was so cute. omg. im so happy. my phone is mia tho. scary. best mood ever. as soon as i get my phone..im calling the whole goddamn girlgang...because im EXCITED. lol. except for dan. he doesnt care.

current mood: giddy

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Sunday, December 4th, 2005
9:51 am - random
what a strange feeling i have today.
i feel so strange. mix hopefull and lonely. the jack johnson is throwing everything off.. the snow outside is so strange. first snow of the season. i dont want winter!! god last night was fun i think. i was drunk i know that much. i crush on a boy named henny. but i dont say anything really. i like to let life around me develop. and i jump in when i feel i can. which is usually after a few beers . and shots. lol alright my cramps are kicking in. and im awake at 955 wtf.

theres a boy at home named joe. and he called me girlie and my heart got happy. :/ whudeva.. the world keeps turning

current mood: apathetic

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Tuesday, November 8th, 2005
7:50 pm
i love my friends...

i cant wait to come back to bayonne. you guys are my heart.

current mood: enthralled

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Tuesday, October 11th, 2005
8:20 pm - OHHH YEAHH!!!!
uh so yeah just found out the first boy i made out with in college (hot surfer dan) is Bonno from U2's cousin!!!



current mood: excited

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Thursday, August 11th, 2005
1:09 pm - havent done this in awhile
right now im listening tothe spill canvas right before work. i dont feel like doing anything. last night was really weird. i liked it. which is scary. i cant wait to go to college. all i wana do is cry. i wish life wasnt so obnoxious.

current mood: cynical

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Wednesday, June 15th, 2005
12:40 am
honestly, its just not worth it.

breathe or don't breathe.
either way i'm happy.

you talk shit too..the only difference is we call you to let out our angst.

current mood: exhausted

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Monday, May 30th, 2005
9:21 am
DragYouDown666SK: theres def gonna be some nude photos of me
BettyRocker112: lol
BettyRocker112: yay
DragYouDown666SK: no
DragYouDown666SK: lol
BettyRocker112: that was so much fun last night
DragYouDown666SK: get drunk u guys
DragYouDown666SK: take ur clothes off
DragYouDown666SK: next time
DragYouDown666SK: im not listening to nothin
DragYouDown666SK: im gonna sit down
DragYouDown666SK: n get drunk
DragYouDown666SK: mad stern like



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9:02 am - well lets see...
life feels so painful this morning i wish my mom would stop trying to talk to me cause i really dont care about anything shes saying. its really hard to listen to her when hungover. i think im guna take some time to reflect on last night


`i did make out with a boy.. but that shouldnt really count. honestly im just happy i got to kiss someone else
`i remember i prob would have hooked up with some kid but he was throwing up.. oh and he has a g/f so i was like nah even if his face wasnt in a toiilet bowl i couldnt do that.
`i just remember steves face like an inch from mine saying "well what if he wasnt throwing up?!" lol it was very serious and like he was still trying to hook us up . akward.
`i remember daine holding me and gabbys hand
` i remember alot!! of pictures... help me god
` attacking chrissy and dan alot
` being too scared to kick it to a cute boy
` leaving just to walk home with him cause im a hopeless romantic
` i drank lots of liquor
` left and smoked some pot
` came back and drank more
` i threw up
(i have the uncanny skill of puking so that no one notices and going right back at everything =] )
` i hope kates alive i wonder how much she drank

last night was so much fun guys i love you <3

oh yeah BMFC was there too!! yayy!!!

current mood: amused

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Saturday, May 7th, 2005
10:39 am
wow okay life is pretty confusing, cool, complicated,yet simple, and blurry and fun and aggravating.

life lately:

prom comming up; gotta get bag and shoes. and book hotel!!

girlgang is networking cause we're awesome .

seriously i love you girls.

i get drunk alot and yell at ppl.

my daddy is gone. hopefully not for good. i know he'll be back one day.

slept in johns mondaymobile. (for like an hour! >:| )


dean got us breakfast today at Ihop! woo hoo!

college soon.

we need big hot men with bad attitudes and big dicks.

this summer will be one to remember

tho i know we wont end up remembering much <3

i think im guna have a party today. someone should call me like now. even tho you think im sleeping cuz thats what my away message says but its too pritty to take off.

current mood: anxious

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Wednesday, April 20th, 2005
11:38 pm - hello world
tonight was good. im trying to remember what happened. well first off i ate two tuna sandwhiches chocolate 2 dounuts and half of a chicken mozz sandwhich. i love 420. andd THE LOVE OF MY LIFE WHO DOESNT KNOW WE SHOULD GET MARRIED! drove down his block...3 times today. i am pathetic :) i cant wait for virginia..and oh yeah i made a fool out of myself on the phone tonight to someone who will remain nameless till girlgang asks. yeah well until tomoro goodnight world.

/im perfect for you. you just dont know it yet.

current mood: contemplative

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Saturday, April 2nd, 2005
Passed out on the overpass
Sunday best and broken glass
Broken down from the bikes and bars
Suspended like spirits over speeding cars
You and me were kings over the parkway tonight
And tonight will go on forever while we
walk around this town like we own the streets
and stay awake through summer like we own the heat
Singing "everybody wake up (wake up) it's time to get down"
(everybody, everybody wake up its time to get down)
And when I pass the bottle back to Pete
on the overpass tonight, I bet we laugh

I'm gonna stay eighteen forever (cut me open)
So we can stay like this forever (sun poisoned)
And we'll never miss a party (this offer...)
cause we keep them going constantly (...stands forever)
And we'll never have to listen (new haircut)
to anyone about anything (new bracelet)
cause it's all been done and it's all been said (eyeliner)
we're the coolest kids and we take what we can get

The hell out of this town
Find some conversation
The low fuel lights been on for days
It doesn't mean anything
I've got another 500, 'nother 500 miles
before we shut this engine down,
we shut it down

I'm gonna stay eighteen forever (cut me open)
So we can stay like this forever (sun poisoned)
And we'll never miss a party (this offer...)
cause we keep them going constantly (...stands forever)
And we'll never have to listen (new haircut)
to anyone about anything (new bracelet)
cause it's all been done and it's all been said (eyeliner)
we're the coolest kids and we take what we can get (wait forever)

(you're just jealous cause I'm young and in love)
Eighteen forever (first kisses)
(your stomach's filled up but you're starved for conversation)
So we can stay like this forever (new stitches)
(you're spending all your nights growing old in your bed)
And we'll never miss a party (collar weekend)
(and your tearin up your photos cause you wanna forget... it's over)
cause we keep them going constantly (appearance ticket)
(you're just jealous cause I'm young and in love)
And we'll never have to listen (November to...)
(your stomach's filled up but you're starved for conversation)
to anyone about anything cause it's all been done (...remember)
(you're spending all your nights growing old in your bed)
and it's all been said (nightswimmers)
(and your tearin up your photos cause you wanna forget... it's over)
we're the coolest kids and we take what we can get

Just jealous cause we're young and in love
You're just jealous cause we're young and in love
You're just jealous cause we're young and in love
You're just jealous cause we're young and in love
You're just jealous cause we're young and in love
You're just jealous...

pritti inn pink: i heard the girl gangs made a real statement with their glasses and shirts last nite, pretty neat

i love my fucking girlgang.

-gabs shirt was awesome-
-i managed to drink and entire pint of vodkaalone, a duce and smoke-
-we shake our asses like its no bodys business, but you think its your business right!?!??!-


current mood: loved

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Wednesday, March 30th, 2005
11:47 pm - hey ladies!!!
today was pretty swell...

i went to school..took like 3 tests. and then i worked at hendericksons. i loved it! i trained again to be exact but still.. the musics good theres dim lighting. i dont know i just like it. i know im ddef working sundays but i want at least 2 days a week. grr. im scared of finances. like alot. i hate money.

oh yeah and i hung out with him . im in love. i cant help myself.

btw im going to be in school at fucking 8:15 a.m. tomoro. kill me now. (american airlines project)


..hoping for the best <3

current mood: tired

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